Day 43: Nothing but love

“Hate has caused a lot of problems in this world, but it has not solved one.”

I don’t believe in hatred upon love. I don’t think that you can fully hate someone that you have cared so much about. They just had a place in your heart: the memories, the laughs, the tears and the talks with them. You can never fully hate someone that you have loved.

I just don’t believe in hatred in general.

It doesn’t make sense.

Why would you hate someone?

How could you hate someone?

Because all the reason you give, it’s just arbitrary. Sure, the person can break your heart a million times, or they can appear like a dick at first sight, but I don’t think that instinctively, we were born to hate. We were born to love, to care about each other, and to support each other through life. We, as human, were not equipped with flashy speed, or laser vision, or incredible strength. We survived by leaning on each other. So I don’t think there is hatred, and especially when it comes to the people we used to care so much about. Why would you hate someone?

How could you hate someone?

Because all the reason you give, it’s just arbitrary. Sure, the person can break your heart a million times, or they can appear like a dick at first sight, but I don’t think that instinctively, we were born to hate. We were born to love, to care about each other, and to support each other through life. We, as human, were not equipped with flashy speed, or laser vision, or incredible strength. We survived by leaning on each other. So I don’t think there is hatred, and especially when it comes to the people we used to care so much about.

What I said about someone is genuinely true, whether I’m friends with them or not. In fact, the fact that if I’m your friend, I’m gonna be honest with you, and what I said is mostly true to what my opinion is.

I want to be in people’s life. Not everyone’s, obviously, but whoever I chose to be my friend, I genuinely want to be in their life’s. If you’re my friends, or were my friends, I will not probably hate you in any circumstances. However, sometimes the challenge is just too much, and I might have to leave. Please know that it has taken me so much to decide to break off on you, because I’m one of the most loyal person you will ever get to know. I apologize, but it comes to a point where if I continue to hold hope out, I’m gonna get so devastated. After all, I need to survive. So please, if in the future, for any circumstances, I choose to exit from your life, know that the decision takes a large toll on me, but I have to do it.

But know I always wish you the best.

No matter what.

Nothing but love.

                                                                                                                                       Sincerely,

                                                                                                                                       Denny