Day 21

"After a year in therapy, my psychiatrist says to me: 'Maybe life isn't for everyone."

Maybe it isn’t.

Maybe in the past, I’ve lost too much to ever freely open up myself to others again.

Maybe in the future, I’ll turn into a maniac who is decimated with mental illnesses.

Maybe someday, I will end my life myself.

But it won’t be today.

Today, I’m in the middle of the country, enjoying the beautiful nature right in front of my eyes.

Today, I’m learning things that I never knew before, enriching my knowledge about the amazing world.

Today, I’m talking to the people that mean too much for me to let go.

Today, I’m happy and content with the life I have.

Today, I’m waking up in the morning, seeing sunshine in my eyes.

For some, that’s already a luxury.

I still have emotions, thoughts, ambitions and goals to achieve.

So life belongs to me today.

It, too, belongs to you.

Carpe Diem.

Sincerely,